my heart breaks still.
as I once again have a sleepless night. I just think about you. even tho I shoulnt. how can I even move on. you were my only one. the love of my life, that left me for another. the one person I thought would deadass never fucking leave me, just picked up and left. since 2009 you were mine, then you pick up and left and not even a month later you on to the next. so I was nothing too you ant? like really. after all I did for you. I treated you so good, better then most. I put you always first, and this is how you repay me? and no lie, I treated your family good, and that’s how they gonna repay me? lie in my face.
my nigga every fucking night I think about you. cause its like I hate you soo much, but I how can I hate someone that I once love with everything. when I saw you that day, even though we walked by eachother like strangers, I dead smiled, I was actually happy to see your face. i honestly wanted to stop you, and just hug you and leave. yes i said some fucked up shit, but who fucking wouldn’t? i didn’t leave you for my ex, i didn’t leave you for a nigga at my job. you fucking left me, after i supported your ass. i dunno if im just still hurt, but i miss you so fucking much, i miss calling you telling you about my day, us talking about the new music coming out, clothes, life. i miss seeing you, cuddling with you, fucking you. i miss your smell, your nose, and your little ears. i just ode miss you. its been months already, but i thought i would get better, and i honestly gotten worse. i told you i needed you, that you was my everything. you thought i was fucking lying? never. no one will compare to you.
but hopefully ill find someone better than you.
my half sleeve done by my good friend Jason Hanna at Absolute Tattoo in Charlotte NC